I'm not going to kiss anymore of those ugly/pushy/rudes. I want to wait for him with all the uncertainty that entails untill heartbreak I guess. You know I'm already in this funny heart space so no complaining allowed okay? Not so sure drunk self will stick to this though. It has a penchant for rebelliously kissing someone crap because it can.
P.S.  Patti Smith is great. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M_ciiCyxOJA 
And she looks like my friend Josey who's working in Japan. They are all workaholics there. I reckon workaholics are good though. I need to workaholic and finish my book. I need more coffee.